Tonight, Tonight

It's 530am & i just got home from work. Im plain dead tired but just had to play my guitar lst before i hit the sack. And yea..blogging this as well. Work is fun no doubt but the past few days of it really exhausted me.

Anywayz, the past few days has also been hell of a whirwind week. It's really really great that yer able to think just like me. I realised that i've been missing hell a lot of love & togetherness. Never would i thought i would feel this way & even displaying it here. But i did. Im proud of it. I dunno how to describe it totally coz it's really really unbelievable. Fer years we were right under our very noses yet we each shrugged away the thought of being together let alone, in love. And then, it happened. And suddenly everything feels as if it's on fast forward.

You are me.

Disarm.

Someone has ignited my flames. And it's burning so hard that im losing control of it. Though i dun really show all of that. I figured i'd take a pace at a time. Chill. That's what i've always said. We have forever to do whatever we wish to. A complete life i have now. My oh my. Im contradicting..well almost..myself with my words i said before. Almost is key. Heh Yea.
I so like the fact the great similarities we share. The alikeness. Never have i felt so comfortable with someone before. Sheesh. Yer right. This is quite scary. But of coz..in many good ways. Wow. I so love yer honey. (Yea. I know i always mocked at the word 'love'. Go on & throw yer retaliations at me then.)

But it aint just love. Its GENETIC!! Gawd!! Thank you. Thank you so much.

Metrosexual Sale

Hello everybody.

Friends & workmates have kinda like urge me to get a soul mate. Or in my terms. Someone to screw up yer life. Im sorry ladies. But that's how it is to me. Unless you are really someone like me. Coz all i do is just chill out having coffee while bitching & making up stupid stories to laugh about, play my guitar religiously, jam as often as i can & watch concert DVDs. How 'fun'.

Precisely.(No.I dun watch soccer)

You may put i don't have the confidence/courage or watever fuck you wanna think of. On the other hand, i said i would if she could live with my (a famous line) 'dull life'.
There are certain facts that i hate & it'll piss me off in an instant when they execute certain shits i really hate. What are they? i won't blabber 'em here.

Some say i might be a lil' sexist. In a way, no. I'm not. I just hate girly-guys & metrosexuals.Fucking sick shits.

Have a nice day.

5 "Be" Cards.

S'been a marvelous day at work. Despite me knowing i'm gonna be doing the same old shit over & over again for the coming years, that's actually good news to me. In fact, nothing could be greater!! (besides being nominated for the grammys. heh.)
Anywayz, fuck work. Let's rock!! The street festival is nearing. And im fucking bloody excited about it. Damn i am.

Whatever.

I hate it when i've to show my identity when i'm buying my fags. Sheesh. Im sick of it!! Every single time. God dammit. What's worse is they still gotta check my birthdate when i showed them my driving licence. I don't quite understand why when the photo on it is large enough for their bloody eyes.
And some idiots aren't convinced im done with NS. Which is really i-dun-give-a-fuck. But they keep telling me that i don't look like it over & over again like it's some kind cool line. Fuck them. The important part here is they aint even IN yet. So good luck to them.

And oh yea, one more thing.

I regretted buying this particular band's 'Live' DVD. Its a rock band that actually forced a yawn outta me. I know it isn't as exciting as watching it at the concert there itself but this one really is dull. My other 'Live' DVDs actually got me excited 'bout the whole thing going on there.
This particular wasted-my-money DVD is a gothic-rock band. Well, so-called to me. (And no i won't mention what band it is.)
Clue? Has a female lead. (wad de fuck? that's quite general!!)
Okay. Has only an album to date.

Heaven & Hell

I like working with happy people. They make yer day so much livelier. I know it sounds "like duh?!". But i just wanna say it out. Happy & i-dun-give-a-fuck attitude just rocks. Woooooo!! Anywayz, lately my right wrist is hurting a lot. Due to the sudden bar-related activities im involved in & rocking on my guitar on the night itself. All this fer almost 2 weeks non-stop. Cool. I finally learnt how to really play my favourite song on the guitar. WooOOoOOo!! Fucking exciting!!

Oh well, being around happy & optimistic people really helps in what you do or gonna do. S'funny & scary how every april i go through is always the time of my life. Not that i'm all down & e-m-o fer de rest of de year but april seems to always bring me so much joy! I can't wait fer my next jam with my band. And also for the coming street festival. WooohoOooo!!

P.S: Fuck Emo. Fuck Metrosexuals. Fuck You.

Fwah! Si Bei sTYLoOooO!!

I bought a new electric guitar few days back. And it rocks. It rocks so hard that i can't believe the sound its producing. Goodness. What guitar is it? I shan't reveal its identity here. Wahhaha!! Keep guessing you mahfuckers.

Anywayz, is dressing up each time you go out really necessary? I mean, really nice outfits put together. Although yea, it doesnt hurt to look nice & presentable but i don't know. Because i personally can't give a shit 'bout latest trends & accessories. Not that im all sleazy & disgusting but plain black berms maybe a white t-shirt & cool slippers with a cap would do nice right? (Nothing branded is in that description) I mean with fashion comes spending lotsa money & time. Time because you need to browse thru magazines & searching for shops that has really really nice stuff.

Why don't you idiots just gimme all that money?!! I'd pamper myself with more guitars!! ( Then again.you could say "For what fuck sia you buy so many guitar?!")
Just as i would say also " For what fuck sia buy so many shoes?"

This argument can never reach an agreement. Who cares? My point here is pointing out to the guys actually. (Which lady doesn't like dressing up?!")
I mean..fuck you guys. All this facial cleanser stuff, lip gloss (!?!?!!) hair saloons, nike limited editions, girly bags, girly way of conversing & many other ''eeeeee" stuff. You girly fucks are getting more vain than the ladies.
Kanina. If you wanna adjust yer attire or check your hair (for the upteenth time!!) in the gents, could you please move aside and let us use the bloody sink? You think yer preparing for some stupid CH U/Suria talent show izzit? Kanina.
Eat also want style. Walk also want style. Everything also wan style.

'Style' Lanchiao.

1 Spot

Work today was maginificent!! Saw two old buddies at my place but sadly at a wrong timing. Working today made me realise that quitting Borders WAS a good decision after all. And i'm gonna go purchase a brand new guitar!! Woohoooo!! Im so fucking excited!! Finally!! Finally!!

Right. Nothing to cuss. Boring. Cya.

Zero

The Guitar. My Guitar.

Never have i had a desire for anything or for anybody before. Never. And for the past few months, my fingers just couldnt stop fidgeting. It just keeps on air-guitaring riffs & licks. And once a second my mind isn't at thought, it goes straight to my beloved Ibanez. And from the Ibanez, it goes to my band. Then back to the Ibanez.

It is a great thing for me. To hear such a sound coming from the amplifier just brings me to neverland. Such a high feeling. And with a cup of latte as my accompaniant, it'd be bloody damn perfect.

If you noticed, when people know you're able to play an instrument (in this case, the guitar) the next Top 3 Qs would almost always be "So do you have a band?" , "What kind of songs you like" OR "So who's your favourite band?"
Not that it's wrong and i know they are trying to converse. Seriously, most of you might get all "bluek" or "why so many people ask this same shit?!"
But have you really thought why further? Like why is your favourite song YOUR favourite song? I noticed that many could play really well and some really too fucking well. And..i don't know. I mean..i admire them yea. I asked them stuff & they get all excited and stuff like " hey..wow..he's interested in what im doing..nice"
Then they'll ask me "So what's your influence in the music you're playing?"
"You mean what bands?"
"Yea..What bands?"
(I was waiting for the word..Inspired. What band INSPIRED me.)
Influence. Yes. Correct. But why I play is because of my inspiration of an individual/group.
(It's a Mr.Corgan if you're curious)

So i said.." Smashing Pumpkins, Avril Lavigne & Dixie Chicks."
Almost immediately they'll go wide eye on avril and almost popped out on hearing the Dixie Chicks.

"Dixie Chicks?"

What's wrong with dixie chicks? In any case..if you havent heard of their songs. Please give it a try. And watch their Live Concert. It's simply amazing. It's more rocking..yes MORE rocking than some ROCK bands. Please..please do not laugh at country music you metalhead moronic punk. I admit i did stereo-typed country music as "what the fuck". but when i heard 'em & watched them..."Fuhhhh". I was ashamed. Ashamed i actually stereotyped music genres when music is just ONE genre. Music itself. Ashamed because i really loved music.

So..thank you for reading this far. I hope i gave some form of encouragement for you to explore other genres you stereotyped before. You'll be amazed at what you have been missing.

Stage A Fright

The Stage.

Although i haven't been on stage fer more than 2 years, it is, where i belong. When i'm up on stage, i feel like i own the world. I don't give a shit 'bout anything. Nothing. It's the best drug ever. The real stimulant. I don't know how many would feel that way but i think if you haven't tried it, you should. Stage fright? Why? Why bother what people might think of yer act on stage. You are the one in control. Not the fuckin' crowd. If yer gonna think you suck before you even step on stage then.. you WILL suck.

Im not saying you should fake it. Pretending that you rock. No. Because you DO rock. Why bother to be a performer then? Anywayz..fuck you all if you still disagree with me.
wahhaha.

Breath of A New Life. How it stinks.

Im back to my old template fer diz blog yet again becoz i think it rules. Wadeva. I had to delete the other one 'cause certain fucktards are getting too emotional over it. Stupid idiots. Anywayz..LIfe has been great generally. Mainly thanks to the music we are playing & consistently rocking to!! Not officially my lst ever blog entry but i wun be dis-cussing any hoo-haa topics.

lst and foremost. Im greatly having an exciting time with the band. Borders has n always been fun despite me jumping over to Starbucks. Fuck the bloody impossible customers!! Guitar-abusing & Latte overdose are still my heartfelt desires. Shall not play soccer anymore. (i cld barely move fer almost 2 days 'cause of one session.fuck.) I hate emo guys. And i loathe grunge wannabes. (Someone asked me "what is grunge?". i shook my head and pat his back.) Whahhahah!! EMo-grungers. I still love that term. Smashing Pumpkins & Avril gives me the drive to work. OKay. Watch out fer de next update.

Cya around dumb fucking maggots.