Monday, May 29, 2006

As The Coffee Seeps

I had a unique day. I read poetry, had bad iced expresso, caught a movie that didnt happened & almost lost my whole wallet. And last but not least, i survived a day @ werk with just 3hrs of sleep. Truly a memorable day.

Somehow, i stayed calmed throughout the fiasco. You made me. Sitting over a cuppa thinking bout phrases & poetical passages is so bringing the past alive. I haven't had the chance to do stuff like that for a bloody long time. You brought it all back. Thank you. I didnt even realise i still have it inside me. It somehow, just poured out. And we found new similar stuffs that we share again today. Wow. Will it ever cease?! Truly heartstopping. Our love, like weeds. It grows in every direction. It grows without any sacrifice. It grows on everything & anything.

You implanted me.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Stand Inside Your Love

I can't wait for the SSF to begin!! I so can't wait to be up there on stage!! Yahoo!! It's nearing! It's nearing!! Jamming has been great so far. Plus we managed a new song today. It sounded great for a first attempt. So mellow. The way i like it. The way i wanted it to be. Greatness.

You brought a whole new meaning for me to live this life. In the past, life was mundane. Dull. Nothing was exciting. Though fun but not quite there. That is, until you stepped into my universe. Till the day of my last breath, i wanna spend my heart-beating moments with yer. With hands cemented, minds conjoined & kisses to the draw of the curtains, everything is magical. Druids & bishops cast spells & magick. We are the antidotes. We heal each other.
Your words like a metropolis. Millions. And i love every single one of them. Droplets will flow down yer skin and end as droplets. Your skin 'unfrictioned'. And when you hold me, touch me, carress me or just plain nudging, my heart goes aghast from joy.
Truly we are, inseperable.

You are my pulse.

Saturday, May 20, 2006

Pumpkins.

I can't ask for anything more ever since you entered my life, walking together through all sorts. Complications arise when apart & solved when lips locked after a nice cuppa + discussion. That's a beauty. You're trying to adapt.Yes.I really appreciate that. Totally. I'm glad yer understand what i'm trying to do & what i've been doing. You wonder whether the flame on our candle will ever die off. Actually, there isn't any flame. It's an unlit candle. And we, ARE the candle. It'll stay the same throughout. And no one, shall light it. No one can.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Attenzion

Alright fellas, fuckers, bitches & bastards.

My band is performing for the upcoming street festival.

dOLL tRASH:
4th JUNE (9.30pm)
9th JUNE (8pm)
15th JUNE (8pm)

Venue: Will update.

Thanks.

Monday, May 15, 2006

Smashing.

Will wonders ever cease? Our dumbness is really sumthing hilariously...exciting!! It's really really fun hanging out with yer. Its really nice when words are exchanged. Be it jokes, normal convos or just i love you's. It's so chilled out. It's so un-taxing. And not forgetting its uplifting prowess.

Countless moments have been happening & each, worthwhile. This aint a dream after all. Phew. Things are working out better than i anticipated. And i couldnt ask fer more.
Oh my. I can't blog much 'cause ive said a lot (& more to come) to her already.

Ive been awake fer almost 24hrs & with just 3hrs of shut eye at that. But i just felt i should write sumthing. So..yea.

Monday, May 08, 2006

Rhinocerous

You may be small but you stand really tall. The amount of love that you have in you is infinite. Chilling over a cuppa with yer is somehow a whole new experience. I always like to claim that im a rockstar. But im just an odinary rocker. You are the star. Hence, now, WE, are rockstars. And neither will we ever die off.

I fucking love you.

Friday, May 05, 2006

This Time

I thank my friends for entertaining me since i don't know when. And if you happened to ponder what in the blue fuck am i doing right now, i apologize fer not letting yer noe. Ahahhahah!! Who gives anyway?! But im sorry. I'll make it up to you. Heh.

Anywayz, jamming just now was freaking freakily awesome. I have never, NEVER, had a session that went so bloody well before. It was the fastest 2hrs i've ever experienced. Thanks ladies. It was hell of a show. The sound, the balance, the hype, the energy all were top notch!! I didn't know our songs were that rocking!! *oops! AHhaha!!

I went to chill with my twin afterwards at Starbucks & met up with my fucking good ol' friends of mine. Such a pleasant meeting though short. Is all this really happening?! I simply just can't believe it. Simply can't.

And YOU!! Are you sharing the same brain & wavelength as me?! Every night after a great day out & right there at the lobby, i couldn't bear to release your hands.In the lst place, how can anyone be so alike with one another?! I know it happens in movies but this aint!! Every morning when i wake up i slap myself silly. Literally. I'll check my phone's inbox, rewind the the days we spent together, music we wrote together & stuff that we bought. And it's right there!! Its there!!

We are one.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Zero

I made someone happy. And that made me even happier. I mean, i'm just being myself & doing stuff i've always been doing and that made someone overjoyed. Which is like the greatest thing ever. Not that i don't havta make any effort but that's also the reason. Coz' i know how I feel is how she feels. And vice versa. Although sharing kisses is a many wonderful thing, sharing thoughts is so much more satisfying. And to share our music together completes the whole theory of us being together.

I always imagine & wish i could be in such an outstanding relationship with someone when i was a lil younger then. I so wanted someone to truly understand me (though i hv two great friends who do but i cant possibly be getting romantic with 'em. Whahhah!!) and to feel comfortable all the while. Which is so damn cool.(WoooohOoo!!)

Anywayz..back to the point, she always says this is scary & weird. I don't blame her. I think so too. I've always thought its so impossible to have someone who is just like yourself. Man..I'm so lucky.

I am you.