Asylum

So the sunday's RockFest is postponed. How funny. Which is okay to me. Since i couldnt find an excuse to escape work on that day. Oh well, by the way guys & gals, we, Doll Trash, will be playing for the upcoming Tapestry. Tapestry is a busking gig around town. Its an event to collect donations to give out to some 'i-dunno-wat' organization. Anywayz..it's for a good cause. That's what's important. Heh. Woohoo!! I can't wait!

And princess, the past 2 months has been so wonderful. Every day that i spent with yer always turns out like the best day i've ever had. It's amazing!! It's ridiculously amazing!! We are insane. We are mad. We are serious. We are seriously insanely madly in love!! All the wacky stuff we came up with is so hilarious!! We make a great team excecuting stupid jokes. I simply love it. Well, like you said. There's much more where this came from. And its happening bit by bit, Awesome!!

We are Insane.

Perfect.

SSF06 went very well indeed for us, Doll Trash. Our last show @ Plaza Singapura hit it. At the end of the show, we recieved 3 offers to showcase our music. One at a festival, radio & an opening act for a well known local band. I, truly can't believe it myself. I guess my judgement in music-making worked. My efforts that i've put in for years has finally paid off. Wow. What a year this has been. I can't believe all this is happening. It's too wonderful to be true. Thank you God. Thank.You.

To my beloved ex-band, i'm glad i left you guys. I really am. Had not, i wouldn't be able to showcase my own stuff to the general public. You guys are great in terms of the music you compose. But that's it. We couldn't work together. You thought we were but no, we weren't.

And to my princess. You have grown a lot since we first got together. You've been much happier & relaxed. Don't thank me. Thank yourself. You fought for it. Not me. We spent almost every other day together & the amazing thing is we are still discovering new stuff bout each other with each passing day. I know we could read each other as if we are siamese twins. Yet, more new stuff is barging in. It's unbelievable. Our similarities really exceeds one's imagination. I'm so scared that you would leave the world first. And i know you feel the same too. I'm not cursing you. I'm just afraid to lose you. Very afraid. You've totally motivated me to work harder on anything & everything.

We Are One.

Like Bagels & Cream Cheese.

Last sunday's performance was awesome. Despite the lil crowd that was present , that wasn't our priority. We enjoyed ourselves and that's all that matters. I've always loved the stage. I may not be the best guitarist but i know i have what it takes to rock. Heh. So fuck all, let's rock on!!

Nobody has ever read me. Nobody has ever been able to convince me that love is a beautiful thing. Nobody has ever been able to get me to care for someone so deeply. Nobody.Except you.

You totally sting me with your emotional waves. Your love needle weaved through my mind & soul, with the end product, a woven picture of you & me. As we sat in between the waves & grass appreciating the serenity, the stars came together as if it understood us. I closed my eyes for a minute & every second played a scene of you & me walking down the aisle on a sunny grassland. Your eyes aren't only windows to your soul. It's where my love is being answered & appreciated. Sometimes i still do think this is all a dream. The similarities would qualify to appear in Ripley's. It's that unbelievable!

I so thank you for everything that you have done. You made me treasure life. You made me, ME.

I Love You.