Charmed

I'm a wanderer. The reason, in fact, the only reason that i am happy & alive is because of yer. I'm gonna follow wherever you'd be heading. Not that im being clingy but i feel life is so much worthy when im by yer side. I don't how it got to this but it has. I'd usually be all shitty when im working but the thought of going somewhere faraway from here one day keeps me smiling & sees work as a joyride. (It helps when i get to strum songs while working). Im glad we are in de same band. Im so glad we live a stone's throw away. Im so glad God let me be known to yer. The feeling we share till now is magical. You'd find me always staring at yer at some point. I can't help it. I'd never know when it will be my last glance at yer. I just gotta take every chance i have to capture yer beautiful face into my galaxy of brainwaves.

I miss you . I miss you. I miss you.

I'm a wanderer. I've told yer before and i shall stress it again. I just wanna be with yer at the end of the day. By hook or by crook, i'd want yer to be my lawfully wedded wife. We are rockers. So screw tradition. Sometimes i wish i was living all alone so that yer don't have to worry 'bout my side & that i could just adhere to yer parent's terms without any worries. I wanna slouch on the sofa resting my head on yer warm thighs watching CSI. I wanna clean yer room. I wanna wash dishes fer yer. I wanna make songs together. I wanna do all that without ever having to bade goodbye at the end of the day.

I love you. I love you. I love you.

Letter Read

We've finally completed the two new songs!! Yargh!! I love the fact that one of it has a few blends. It's so cool!! I can't wait to play it again!! Yargh!! Listening to different types of genres really helped!! Man..I must thank technology!! I simply love my effects!! I still haven't fully 'abused' it yet. It's really like my best guitar buddy!! Argh!! I know i sound a lil' weird today. I can't help it!!
Dearest DollTrash, sorry fer the unnecessary worry i've placed on yer guys. No worries. I still wanna belt out new tunes fer our band! I can't stop!! Argh!! And i still would like to have gigs. The main thing is, i'll follow yer lead. Yea?! Yeah!! And news has it that i've got another one!! So now we have another two to add to our playlist!! Woohoo!! Can't wait for recording day!!
Hey princess!! Thank yer for looking upon me as yer sense of motivation fer music-making. Yer are my drive not just in music but in life now as well!! Yeah!!
I Love You!! Yargh!! I apologize that i wasn't really able make yer bad day a lil' betta. Nevertheless, I enjoyed whatever that we've been doing. All that chilling out, messing around in the bus & public & all that silly dumb cracks really got us smiling at the end of the day!! YEah!! You rock honey!!

The Saints Go Marching In

It's been a fantastic period for me. I can't really point a finger why it is but it just is. Get what i mean? Though financially destroyed, i believe i have enough to barely scrape through this month. Anywayz, my new job is a marvel!! I simply love it!! Im practically surrounded by my favourite things all day long & it just doesn't feel like work at all. It's incredible. The bad thing is, im carrying two jobs. It's pretty exhausting for me as fun as it sounds. I'm sorry honey that i couldn't be all jovial like how i used to. Just couldn't find the energy then. Badly needed a quick shut-eye.

I'm still trying to make the two new songs for DollTrash sound right. I know it already does but i don't quite feel it. It's gonna be the norm by the way. To have at least 3 sessions to have a song fully completed. With the new strength, we can definitely proceed further. (No offense Miss.C) I hope jamming this thursday will be a blast!!

I hope your dreams will come true princess. I know you gotta be away in order for that to happen but that's okay!! We totally have faith & trust in each other and that's why i'm not worried 'bout the distance. Well, not that worried that is.

I Love Every Single Detail 'Bout You.

Times Like These

I think im gonna love my new job. It's so cool to work around musical instruments that i love & very interested in. Plus i love sharing my knowledge about it to others. It's how i got here anyway. So yea..it's really cool!!

Doll Trash..Hmm..Not too bad at the moment. A lil' quiet i guess. I hope the new bassist won't dissapoint me. As long he/she isn't a major punkrawk influenced fella, it should be fine. Whahahha!!

Hey princess...you'll manage for sure. It's tough. I know. But it is afterall what you're supposed to accomplish. Bear with it and it'll turn out just fine. Glad you had a great time smoking sheesha with yer pals. But then again, do restrain from alcohol. Yes. A lil' bit won't hurt. But since when is there ever ' a little bit'??