Frequencies.

Just when i was about to join my old job back..this new shit came to interfere and made me reconsider again. Dang. So i decided to stay for a while more and see how it really goes. The pay's not bad considering the hours and work that i need to accomplish. It's cool really.

Though i haven't been exploring much music lately, i still manage to squeeze in some creativity into my songwriting. I don't know how but i just do. I guess it helps to work in a music store and being able to just pick up a guitar and strum whatever that comes to mind. Really awesome i must say.

My band's having a few gigs and maybe more due to interested parties that popped up outta nowhere. I enjoy gigging for sure. But the effort & commitment needed to get ready for one bugs me due to the time constraint. It ain't that bad now but it'll be slightly worse in the near future. Overall, i definitely want DollTrash to go somewhere.

My darling princess has been spending time with me everyday for the past 2 months!! I simply loved it!! I can't believe we still feel as if we've just fallen in love yesterday. It's growing every single day!! The love is growing epidemically!! Wowweee!! It's a real motivation in life for us. It really keeps me going. The power of it is overwhelming.
Wow. I love you sweetie. Forever & ever.

Play My Favourite Song

I said i was sick of making music but actually, all this while, i have been composing. Well, it's mainly bits & pieces but funnily though, it's all oh-so-melancholy. I wonder why. I wonder why i keep strumming & humming really emotional stuff. (Eeeeks! EMO!!) Ahem..but i kinda liked it. Heh. I wanna learn how to play the piano. Sweetie!! Teach me!! Argh!! I was messing around with it at work today and it's really fun!! Argh!!

The past few days with my princess has been exciting!! Suddenly i feel so bloody welcomed by yer family's presence. It's such a wonderful feeling!! We've been seeing each other everyday and i never once grew tired of it. You are really special in more ways than one. It's really so relaxing being with yer. Plus i like to lie on yer bed. I have to thank you for putting some sense in me at times when im feeling all stupid. Heh. I love you. I love you. I Love You. :D

Yea..Sure..

This may sound offending to other musicians but..

I'm getting sick of making music. So there.

Rawk.

Okay. Whenever i listen to punkrawk music especially those blink-182 & newfoundglory kinds..i can't help but think back and smile. (Guilty as charged) Because, though i kinda (im sorry) despise playing it now, punkrawk was what made me pry further into music itself. Not forgetting the awesome feeling playing it out on stage. It was a rush. And i didnt even know how to play the god-damn drums back den. I just went to the jamming studio for a whole week just to get it right. ( And i still am bad at drums. Dang.) Nevertheless, i truly enjoyed my days as a punkrawker. (I like to spell it as 'rawk'..thank you)

Then, it took a turn. I didnt get involved much after enlistment. I still did play a lil guitar here & there. What got me going was an old friend got into the same camp as me and i thought why not we create something together. So yea..from there plans happened & failed. It was really cool. I really enjoyed the tunes we made. So i invested on a nice guitar & effects & voila! I'm now playing in a great band with my love, a spunky vocalist & of course, my good old friend. :D

S'like a dream come true. :D

My Reflection

I really really love my life right now. And it's all thanks to one person. My Love. Through you, i'm thinking in an even broader range. You made me realise certain actions can actually be done and that my achievements in life is real. (Though mainly it's all in songwriting worth) Heh. You are beautiful. And you totally justify that word. Im always scared of the day where our time is up & we have to depart from this wonderful world only, not together. If yer were to go first, i'd definitely just lay by yer side till i fade away as well. (You must be wondering why im talking 'bout death.) Im not cursing us to die now. It's one way to tell you how much i really treasure you. How much i really cherish you. How much i really love you.

Profanafuckingty

I seriously wish that big fat ugly lying fuckface muthafucker drop fucking dead & rot in the sewage strewned rat-fucking-filled canal. (!!!!!) Urgh!!! I've never hated anyone so fucking much before!! Fucking fucked fuckered fucker.

Thank you. :D